Thursday, February 09, 2006


I've just returned from the movie theatre. We watched Rang De Basanti. I must say, this movie has shaken me up. I'm still not able to recover from it. I haven't seen such intense emotions and actions anywhere before. It definitely makes you go in a retrospective mode. Its a must see.

I don't know whats wrong with me these days. But I definitely know that I need to do a few things that I've put off for a long time. Like getting over someone. I have this pathetic habit of still being in love with guys I've broken up with. I'm in love with both my exes. So now I have pratically stopped talking with one of them and he gets the same crappy treatment that some of my not so good friends put up with. Like hanging up the phone if I'm doing something, even trivial things like watching movies. I know its not nice but its due to this nice attitude of mine that I'm in trouble right now. I am not gonna try remaining friends with them. I have given up my claim on the one last thing I possessed that was given to me by one of them. In fact I've asked him to go ahead and give it to his current girl friend.I know one of them is going to be reading this and I can't help it if I'm such a disaster. I don't think I can have this 'unrequitted love' thing going on anymore. I'm gonna try to stop being this nice.

I was wondering why I haven't been posting here regularly. I've realised that its because I'm not comfortable posting here anymore. This was my personal blog where I could put up anything without having the fear of being judged. I started blogging coz I like to write. Given the time and the right mood I can come up with interesting write ups but now I have lost the right mindset to write something interesting. So I'm gonna stop blogging. This is my last post. So its good bye and thanks for everything :)