Friday, October 14, 2005

Alleine

Thats the german word for alone. And thats how I feel here. Yeah I'm still at home. And yeah,I'm aware this makes me a chronically depressed person. Come to think of it, this is the only time I have to be depressed or angry or feel any strong emotion. Coz tomorrow onwards I get too busy to even feel anything or rather, to let myself feel anything, not even hunger. I hate it when I do this. Manage to feel like a lone ranger even when I'm surrounded with so many ppl....ppl who love me...or ppl who have to love me coz they are family....friends...friends who love me just that we aren't on the same wavelength anymore....guys...lots of guys who claim to love me but are in love with an illusion that they've created...these are times I feel that if I died I'd have no regrets....the pain will be momentary...for me and for ppl who know me...for I don't form a significant part of anyone's life...my parents you'd say...but theres a spare one and I can be replaced...I can be replaced in every persons life I know :)....Sorry for the sappy post....

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Homewards bound....

I'm going home :) Weird feel abt it though....felt very sad when my friends were leaving last night...but after they left I didn't wanna stay here anymore...I'll blog from my place :) take care ppl and Happy Dussehra

Monday, October 03, 2005

Happy Birthday to me :)

Ok...everyone got my earlier post wrong. Yesterday was the last day I could call myself 20 and today onwards I am 21. But as far as I am concerned I stopped aging three years ago :) So I am 18 till I die :) With the addition that now I can booze and get wasted ;) Have a great day ppl {{{hugs}}}

Sunday, October 02, 2005

And this is the last day...

I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20. I am 20